Quote:While this is destroying my character, confidence, plus mental state too, I was thinking about it... I could walk (as alot have said), which would restore my life, however in the process I would permanently shatter my young children's lives, with their Daddy walking out of the door permanently. Which would be selfish of me.If you can't look after yourself, you ain't gonna be able to look after anybody else.
And you ain't gonna sort it out on a bike forum. You need to go and get help.
And remember you ain't the problem here. Get help and starting moving towards getting in control of your life, for the sake of yourself, and your kids.